Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Cheers to new beginings :)

"And since life is a gamble like the tables at Vegas,
I freestyle my destiny, it's not written in pages."
So since of lately I've had all these thoughts just floating in my mind and no one to tell...seriously i have people to tell its just that they don't take me seriously...i mean i understand I'm not exactly a super serious person i have my moments but 10 to 1 I'm making a silly face or just acting goofy...can you blame me? life's to short to take everything serious all the time no what i mean? anyways huh! that's the least of my problems/worries on my plate this year. Not only am i graduating early from high school this year(actually like this med school is a long journey, but the classes are tres hard), i had to change high schools because we moved, which made me have to leave all of my friends behind sad-face at this...but no worries actually like my new school, i got to catch up with some of my friends from middle school...i have to also juggle finding time to fit track and field, driving school( yes i know I'm kind of late with this but my permits about to expire and I'm not studying for that shit again), this student organization where we do fundraisers for hunger prevention, all into my schedule and its legit driving me crazy...so far its gotten to the point where i feel like I'm being pulled in so many directions that i might tear apart. Ha-ha i truly sound like an old person right? should i really being have all this stress at sixteen, i don't think so. but its whatevs because im pretty sure i just went into a mega rant and i wanna end this on a happy note...Ha-ha as weird as this may sound-promise to embellish later- im finally CRUSH free :)
peace outtie,
Bee :)

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